Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Cold nights feel so lonely, especially when I am ill. I do enjoy the cold, light breeze as it softly touches skin, passing on its way. The chill that bites is the problem.
It is the only time that I can let go, away from the hustle and bustle of everyday life. Tucking myself in every night, I hope the next day is a little better.
Then, it is Get A Grip time.
Life as I know it is as such.
spoke at : 2:09 AM
Pause and Reflect.
I realise that people are scared of me, in one way or another, and I am ashamed. To bestow upon someone the sense of fear was my objective in my youth, in my darker days of rage. Alas, my Darkness is returning, I see it now.
On the other end of the scale, I have been trying to save the world one person at a time, so that in some way, or somehow, I can help myself. I do what I can to understand, and through that, I may learn more. Especially important to myself is to open my mind to more ideas, opinions, values and objectives that differ from each person; all the more when from different social worlds.
It is a great liberty to have, this opportunity to know more people better. I can only wish this would do good.
Such an abrupt optimism may be hard to comprehend, and the drive behind this, questionable; yet it is, in all its worth, a nice side effect.
spoke at : 4:02 AM