After 11 years' of friendship, we five gather at a table to witness the marriage of See Foon. Amongst us, Garrett has found love with Claire and have settled down since a couple of years ago. Shing has found himself his dream job, Daniel seems much happier in this job than before, and Adeline has even moved out to live in town. That leaves me with not much to show for all of my 28 years.

Time to buck up, innit?

Hello. After almost 4 months' worth of absence, I have returned to my little blue boat blog. I realise that not much has changed about me - still plugging at life, big steps away from the desired goals.

Bollocks. I have not the strength of character yet. Hate being soppy, yet it is the only way I know to tell that I care about something. Guess I just have to work around it.

That aside, I realise my blog hardly has any chronicles of my life. I should get in to that soon.

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I am in search of a new skin again. Gah. I wonder if there is any easier way to do it. For now, the little blue boats shall suffice.

On a side note, more personal ramblings.

I miss being free.

Cold nights feel so lonely, especially when I am ill. I do enjoy the cold, light breeze as it softly touches skin, passing on its way. The chill that bites is the problem.

It is the only time that I can let go, away from the hustle and bustle of everyday life. Tucking myself in every night, I hope the next day is a little better.

Then, it is Get A Grip time.

Life as I know it is as such.

I realise that people are scared of me, in one way or another, and I am ashamed. To bestow upon someone the sense of fear was my objective in my youth, in my darker days of rage. Alas, my Darkness is returning, I see it now.

On the other end of the scale, I have been trying to save the world one person at a time, so that in some way, or somehow, I can help myself. I do what I can to understand, and through that, I may learn more. Especially important to myself is to open my mind to more ideas, opinions, values and objectives that differ from each person; all the more when from different social worlds.

It is a great liberty to have, this opportunity to know more people better. I can only wish this would do good.

Such an abrupt optimism may be hard to comprehend, and the drive behind this, questionable; yet it is, in all its worth, a nice side effect.

Shrinking is not my friend! >:(

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